My dream is being a cabin attendant but now, I regret a lot of things because of this dreams.
I would like to talk about my regrets.
First, I think I should have entered a high school which is located in the country which is spoken English. If I had entered this kind of high school, I would already have spoken English very well. Why did I think like this? That is because I have a friend who can speak English very well because she entered a high school in New Zealand. Whenever I studied for English exam, I envied her.
Second, I also think if I were an English native speaker, I would not have need to study English heardly just like now. However, if I were not Japanese, I would not meet Japanese cultures: Kimono, Sushi, Japanese manner, Japanese tea and so on. So, even if I sometimes wish my nationality was changed, I was still proud of my nationality. However, it is true I can not help wishing about changing my nationality whenever I study English.
Now, I have two minds. One of them is that I do not want to change my nationality, and one of them is the wish about having a different nationality. It is difficult to solve the problem, but I found the solution.
The solution is if I had parents whose nationalities are Japanese and the coutry which is spoken English. If I had parents who speak Japanese and English, I could already speak the two languages fluently.
However now, I have a different problem which is that my parents have to be different people, but I love my parents very much and I do not want to change my parents.
So, finally, I reached the final wish. I wish my family immigrated to Canada. I already met Japanese cultures, I do not need to change my parents and I do not need to regret that I had not entered the high school which is located in the English country. Therefore, I think this wish is the best.
However, it is also almost impossible. So anyway, if I want to be a cabin attendant, I have to study English by myself. Therefore, I would like to do my best for my dream with looking at my future and without regrets.
I would like to talk about my regrets.
First, I think I should have entered a high school which is located in the country which is spoken English. If I had entered this kind of high school, I would already have spoken English very well. Why did I think like this? That is because I have a friend who can speak English very well because she entered a high school in New Zealand. Whenever I studied for English exam, I envied her.
Second, I also think if I were an English native speaker, I would not have need to study English heardly just like now. However, if I were not Japanese, I would not meet Japanese cultures: Kimono, Sushi, Japanese manner, Japanese tea and so on. So, even if I sometimes wish my nationality was changed, I was still proud of my nationality. However, it is true I can not help wishing about changing my nationality whenever I study English.
Now, I have two minds. One of them is that I do not want to change my nationality, and one of them is the wish about having a different nationality. It is difficult to solve the problem, but I found the solution.
The solution is if I had parents whose nationalities are Japanese and the coutry which is spoken English. If I had parents who speak Japanese and English, I could already speak the two languages fluently.
However now, I have a different problem which is that my parents have to be different people, but I love my parents very much and I do not want to change my parents.
So, finally, I reached the final wish. I wish my family immigrated to Canada. I already met Japanese cultures, I do not need to change my parents and I do not need to regret that I had not entered the high school which is located in the English country. Therefore, I think this wish is the best.
However, it is also almost impossible. So anyway, if I want to be a cabin attendant, I have to study English by myself. Therefore, I would like to do my best for my dream with looking at my future and without regrets.
