"Gary Moore", who impressed me when I was in university. When I listened to his music I was really moving. I got a sympathtic emotion. I think that he is the best guitarist who can make someone impressed, I have ever met. He made me decided that I want to be a guitarist as him. I think sure all along that all people have a dream. On the whole, the reason why human being lives is that they want to do something or want to be something. I came up with that is a dream.I have always been interested in being a musician. Especially, a guitarist.
but I can not do this. Because of something what I did. We would say about it. It is a regret. The first regret what I did is that I should not have taken a exam for university two times. I wasted 1 year studying what I did. I think being a guitarist is very hard for me Because I started playing a guitar when I was in university. It is too late to be a pro guitarist. More often that not they start playing a guitar when they are young. It is like from elementary school, even from kindergarten. That's why my parents were not on my side when I brought up my dream. Anyway after I went to my university finally I was able to start playing a guitar.
Another thing, the second regret is that has something to do with my personality. Before I went to military service, I had been very shy. Even I could not seeing eye to eye. Especially women. If only I could turn back time, I would be more outgoing, active, brave person same as now. Anyway when it comes to performing on stage, I used to get a anxieaty. Whenever I was on the stage, I came up with something what I should have done practice more that what I did. I must have been very pepsimistic. As for me I could not do anything. I always figured out that I came to university later than normal students. That's whay I have to do something better than a student who came to university with me. They are younger than me.
All these things are pretty bad for me. But during that time I changed how I feel. I have performed over ten times and sometimes I would sing a song. I was getting used to doing something in public place or in front of people, audience.
Finally I would like to say that I have a dream to be a musicion. Because I compromised between my dreams and my real life. First, I should be used to speaking English. and I will apply to company what I want. It must be a stable job. and then I will make a coworker band. It is my dream.
Thank you all very much for reading.
